Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Perilous Perfection

As much as I try to push it off, to overcome it, to ignore it, I always feel this dread need to be perfect in everything I do.  I tell you this because it is the reason behind my lack of posting.  I write a little more frequently on my other, less-advertised blogs--it seems safer there, where few-to-none will ever read.  But especially with this my "Foodie Blog", I want every word and every ingredient and every picture to be, well, perfect.  It is debilitating--crippling even.  What a fantastic, utterly unattainable effort.

Perfection.  Perilous perfection.  

I have infinitely more to give, but I am afraid of failure.  

Please forgive me my weaknesses.  I still have so much to learn about life and A WORLD of room left to grow...